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I realize at that moment that I'm not comfortable with this kind of healing. She cups each side of my spine with her hands, running them up and down to push out the bad energy and realign the good energy. But I did learn how severe my trust issues can be, and that I need to work on them. I wonder what the fuck I am doing here.